Whoever wish

Whoever wish to change current situation, please gather up as par rangers at their station.


from here, everything must be in person..
online ain't gonna work
 wireless ain't gonna work
 find and replace ain't gonna work
 deleting records ain't gonna work

 what do you think?
operation?

thought is logic, satisfaction, good feeling is Psyche kinda thing

word is tool of the thinking.
  everybody who got affected by the surgery,  they are thinking all wrong or different
  tihnking "I want to eat" banana" and what you choose to pick in mind becomes "mango"
 is what  has been happening.
  programmed for certain preference for certain thing
when everybody is robot, who is supposed to restore things to original? back to where "banana" means"banana"so when you think of banana, you know you will choose banana.  knowing its banana.

Priority of the surgical removal is stated the other day.
  My love, loverS need ed to be priority.
so they can heal me and protect me for healthy safety  without bullshit of things
  FYI,  tarot card reading can be manipulated, if intention and environment is "set"it showed up  as card how they did it and changed it.
If and when one person did not want to be blame, my card terns six of swords or four of cup in reverse and then high priest..

that has been the pattern. and tarot card stop working its function if not read in person face to face or physically preset and point my focus to it.
 My surrounding is knight of cup or pentacle of knight, but almost always opposing factor of remote controler either Ace of swords, Ace of wand make all the knight reverse with ill intention.


hat id serial killer, Con Artist  is Psychic then?never get caught, but maybe wanted to be stopped by spiritual reason?

Y 2K all over

Please fix all the programming error.Just find error and repair and restore to "original"
  

this is whats in everybody's mind?

coming out

Things got so crazy
  Here is simplistic term of explanation.
Yes If Iwre to be Jesus Christ secomd coming, there was good chance me and Kid Rock could have been a good partners, yet he fucked up practicing own weired sex pracitice that go along with the religious gag orders and orders and request he negotiated for others.
He probably in real by reading his card that how he successed in woldly manner and also put him very fickle life doing something he really did not want to, but card say "Go" he just do it Nike OCD guy bit crazy obnoxious.
 In most case, I am generous, but No i cannot accept as partner who does rape. I want and need a guy who does not commit even if there is perfect oppotunity to get away, I need a guy who never do sych a thing.  When One bad to be recognized as good,  thats pivot point of degeneration as human.
I am not going that road.
As my responsibilitypressed by others spiritually worldly
Here is my ultimate decision
 We must end this religious activity

  by media through electric copy, hard copy, I want things to come out for me and for others.
 My identity is issue here because everybody know what kid rock look like
  people refused to put my identity stinks very bad
 why?
 money  yes
 spiritual?
hell no

Here is OUR picture

I am not a trader

Break the religious gag order.
try to use me further more? Fuck it
This is what I really wanna say, but I can't
everybody so high on so called "spiritual" drama
when its nothing but "spiritual"
 Lets stop playing Monopoly money game
 everybody played gambled my life,  fuck it
 that is my only order for the obedience.

Just tell me who I am.
 who do you think I am?
nine of cup your wish, my wish  granted.To stop this madness.
 WEall need to stop this madness fake activity
  watching baseball game, with no rule, and try to call it "sport" ain't gonna cut it
 What are we watching here and there?
Trying to create heavenly life, all we created was hell of life and days.

Is it just my opinion?Or that opinion and perspective  belong to everybody?
Sure I was stupid obedient. I was raised that way.  I was trained that way.My choice is taken away.
Who took advantaged of?
Who is willing to stop this madness?


love feels love
 Who truly love me?


Would you please show me.

I am stupid and I don't know what I am talking about

am I the princess?Or am I just being me? should I read my cards? Or... Idk. Would you please someone talk to me?Ask me what I want right Now.

Again

posting this movie "Ella enchanted", the message tell yourself "no more obedient" was what I was told to do,
What does this mean to you?
should I stop posting that might help our situation? Or are we too obedient for  the card someone is reading for ALL OF US.

to break the CURSE

tell yourself that you are no longer obedient!!!to yourself.
don't ave what you want, don't do what you feel
 I want to pee, but hell NO. wait a half hour.
that's what it means..?

Movie clip Ella enchanted was blocked to post here.. What does this mean?

which book?

Indeed

this is who we are

break the curse

Everybody enchanted

J D salinger

What if we all got chip set motherboard in brain and ordered or manipulated to  kill  themselves all at once?
 like the short story of  Banana fish.
Not many people in Humboldt has gun, but SOME really do.



hope and pray everybody stay safe and peaceful.






http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/A_Perfect_Day_for_Bananafish

obedient???for WHO?

Hell No.

whether to  live with my family or with the  person I love,I just cannot do it.
 I truly want that to happen,but  hell No  to  live any one of them until removal of their motherboard in their brain is done. It is done  for manipulation behavior and decision making. the cognitive information get wrong, memory get lost.the device make perfect crime scene  and done anonymously  by wireless technology.

I want Pelican bay to protect me from further drug date rape done by his family, formerly known as Kid Rock family business STINK.

everybody assuming my family would protect me from them?, but hell no.  they are robot as much as I am. of the family. My actions and behavior today  prove my point.  they do and can do anything by remote control.

person A was driving me for safety,taking all the blame, but who really was driving the person A?!!

 Please put me into the Pelican bay until l I get recovered and be healthy.

No one should be allowed to contact for  drug rape they practiced before..le to help

It does not mean, it does not happen again inside there, but its maximum security prison, and everybody get checked and monitored, I am assuming.  Japan as country do not have power to protect me, neither as United States solely, but both countries might be able to help my physical recovery?

In this sense, No truck that carry my sleeping body  should not leave this town, or any where until  everybody who stay with me to be free of mind manipulating device.

If I need to ride the police car, please arrange  things so making up white lies like I was Krazy Jesus who believe I am Jesus Christ himself? or Jesus hater who want to kill him for real? or something? 

Sounds like joke   Kid Rock family afraid so much.  If I get a free ride,  being awake,and  safely into the facility, things are better for everybody.

 Then again, whoever make decision is not capable of deciding such thing if Kid rock loses drug raping/ making love anonymous opportunity.Who is signing what in the White House is real issue right now.

Who is driving  mind of president Obama??

Until l I get physically protected, nothing changes. until l all the ID is checked for responsibility and reliability, nothing changes.  wherever I stay has no lock, and food I consume is easier to be tainted, and I have no idea who is driving who for drugging .

Sounds like a joke, but its real...

and my body is filled with bio agent scratch making blisters for weeks.

It looked like  bites of some kind and everybody in Humboldt know who did it and could not stop it believing its orders of US government.

 My brain got new battery lately because of this open door policy.

Please put me into the Pelican bay for recovery.  My nails are chapping, mouth is infecting, and not really anywhere close to secret surgery or drug rape  everybody love to operate.

I am assuming that if I go in being  conscious, for safety and protection and for recovery, it is best place for me to be.

no local hospital or house, hotel or motel, cannot promise that much security and ID confirming security for me.

When given practice something?accomplish something? above the law privilege, there are two kind of people to be seen.

 One is exploit as much to accomplish something, another is keep things in tact legally and humanly,personaly no matter what.

I don't care how much money is involved, I refused to get fucked being drugged for rape or any reasons when everybody in my life does not hold  own life and own will because of the mind reading device in their brain that were planted out of consent for use or for the operations.

It manipulate what to see and what to percent and recognize things with five sense of the body.

If everybody want me to live with my family, please remove mind reading, mind manipulation motherboard from their brain so I will be safe from all kind of harmful intention being with them
 Sure my family could have drug me or kill me  by tirelessly operated controlled for MONEY for sure.
and even if they did, what and who is going to identify who did what?

Maximum protected Prison is best place for me to be right now if prison guards were to be free mind people without  the device who were not controlled by Kid Rock family for rape or homicide.
( "the name Kid Rock could be  Nick name, but could be REAL.

Just not sure how to get out of it..
Please create a term.about a month or two?

anywhere I do not get protected personaly individually is NOT acceptable

Japan do not have  power to protect me, family do not, my  former family do not.

everybody got chip set in their brain for quality control of the religious decision.

so many choices and decision. No one can tell who is right, who is operating who any more.

 Nintendo game player team is most likely that family and their employees are affected by the device as well.

everybody got rotten  "apple" in their head? 

 want some apple sauce?

 we got it all here.

666

 might be true prophecy..

Any help in this country?

my dinner order to a soup kitchen/ soup nazis

OK there are many symbolism going and I would like people to know that Humboldt country do not mean Humboldt, America do not mean America any more.
we switched things in order to avoid conflicts.

choice used to be yes or no
and then , it became triple choice creating the middle, and then it became multiple choice. If anybody has gone to school and had testing,evaluation about something, some skills, this analogy is very easier to understand..And  then we all are facing Essay question to answerthe  spiritual question and the  understanding.
   we all know we need conclusion. We  are facing how to conclude the activity, and there are many scenario prepared for all of us and here is special conditions to consider. Just like Hollywood movies creation.We all know actor play special role for particular movie.I hope everybody CAN distinguish movie and real life at this point.
  And No we got very complicated issue in this whole world.

To describe the situation.. It just things are not as it seems in visually expressed or presented or heard verbally. if I look a woman to you, but inside my brain, my motherboard that regulate and control my life and behavior  is more likely  operated by  the other Nintendo's game player...
In extreme expression,President Obama could be ran by Kid rock, intelligence,played by Kid rock or his family.for most likely, political,or  for financial benefit,with their   game playing,operating  skill.
the mother board in my friend's brain is played by someone totally different, making him unable to come to my room or meet in person for long long time.  It was NOT personal choice, but was choice of someone obviously.
things are not as it seem visually(looks totally "normal"but what to see, what to do is totally manipulated by third person who has no knowledge about the person, but they seemed  playing benefit, playing financial benefit so far. It could be for money or for  for intimate reasons, but  identified legally just because there is no legal evidence to reinforce.

  I dislike Kid Rock and his family playing a Con Artist figure being around in my life environment.  US government granting special privilege over everybody's life is unfortunate mistake, but there are conflict of money everywhere.  It was unfortunate that Charles Manson is  a block a way prison( I am in Crescent city CA for vacation and there is Pelican Bay prison!!), and none of Kid rock family is NOT doing attempting the  same behavior over and over.  its bit strange weird about this country and Christianity to me.
But President Obama is not President Obama any more.
When President Obama is not himself any more,there is nothing we could do other than call for Marshall law I requested  secretively,personaly a few weeks  go through online,but .things haven't changed, nothing is getting better.
It is known fact here in Humboldt and other near vicinity.
There are many things unknown, but unfortunately, Jewish community played huge role in this game play set up by Japanese government and Christianity.
 Just because Jewish mean Jewish, do no mean someone to be distinguished. I had good relationship with them person to person in my past personaly without knowing their culture and nature of the people other than Holocaust victims during the wars.  I have nothing  to hold against them personaly rather feel sympathy for the image they cannot prove or prove against the image and the bias of  things.

 nothing negative about them as much as I feel Islam, Buddhism, Christians,but politically, there seems to be games that have been played as much as Catholic or Japanese Sintoism,
I just want everybody to know that.
And as long as there are people who hold spiritual  idea as "religious" idea in same symbolic means, I and we realized that no one cannot commit homicide legally.someone has to kill Jesus in RIGHT and TRUTHFUL way.  Kid Rock family tried both for fake and real without calculating the real risk and many people started wondering why tarot cards aren't real in some and not accurate in something else.
Anyway,if  bible drama needed to be real, when symbolism got recreated, when thought, "want" and "desire" is replaced with  intentions of someone else,  there is no possibility of becoming REAL any more. but we all can make it look like a Hollywood movie by true intentions.
I tried to and wanted to drive highway five, and I jut could not see the sign that is accurate and normal, and came back where I was at this morning.what does this mean to you and me?  what does "dictator ship" means to you and me?

  So here is choice we could make consciously and unconsciously after knowing we cannot be successful in bible way.  there are many interesting Artistic  creations.

I think all people who got affected by the device need "operation detox"

First of all,
we need priority in leadership
by title, by symbolic meaning, most responsible person must get operation to detox  something
to get rid of  manipulation so far, kid rock and timothy were running  whole decision of  United States. this is one thing to be considered when make plan(both fake name BTW)
  by personality that exist in bible story,  those who has name of Jesus, impostors, John's baptist, Luke, Mose,King Solomon, would be second  and first of priority to receive detox and surgery operation.


Here is situation everybody must know.
there is no lock in every door and every door is marked same, but perform and  function different.
what does this mean?
Marking used to mean something, symbolism used to mean something, and they don't mean same any more.
  So we have choice to go holy bible?Agent orange?  or Movie re creation,
Anger management, Truman show,Outbreak, or Star wars,or Forest Gump,
 or,Sophie's choice, or Joe Dirt, or night at  Smithsonian or,Snow white, or Armageddon, or Space cowboys.
Indecent proposal  is good clue and cold mountain is second, and or Point break is the third.
Pick one story and   follow through..
Philadelphia exist only in Michigan where everybody do meth and Seth..??
really?

REALLY

 I personaly likes the movie Shrek.

Fiona..

FYI
If I were, the princess, Shrek is my lover prince charming is NOT. I hope this analogy is understandable..
 sorry for the confusion?!they are both Capricorn and wear same air and share  similar trait.  but Shrek is better and lovable and meant  for me...

He played Lieutenant Dan in Forest Gump..
maybe
He also played with  "sprite" at the  redwood  coast forest.
  He  also played  master of Yoda in Star wars..





there is no such thing, but it could be REAL
:)

suggestion

 I decided to make everybody win. my cards , everybody's cards are so eager to make everybody lose.
  So lets balance things intentionally for better results and outcome.
  this is what I suggested to my boy friend online

Lets have a gathering being prepared beforehand.

everybody  in the party must dress like kid rock and or Greg  or lupi or John's family, or my online friends I met in the past.  Or . my former coworkers.

  baby I   want Eureka Inn. 

would you book the room for me and numbers of the rooms to be invited.

   Catholics  org and the coaltion teams to be minimized to eliminate unnecessarily huge crowds.

 I want to see Ester, and the top management of the organization anonymously.

you be dressed as  normal Greg and there should be many of you.

Japanese, those who wish to meet me in person,especial right wing people?, I want to be introduced  to them bit  formal ways. there should not be too many to stay in for over a night.  I don't mind meeting as many as possible  though.

Just to make ti simple and effective quick, lets separate meeting and staying inn..

  the name of party id Halloween party and if there is flyer in the building, no invitation needed.I don't wanna see my family or relative at this point,

 

I am sorry if you had planned that way.  

 let me book it online within two to three day easily, so I know its ready. it seemed it doesn't allow me to do anything..

I need some dinner.  would you like to bring it  to me?  I would love it..

not really hungry or anything, but I can eat. I like it well done, salads with Italian dressing be good.

 let me know if you are busy. I hope you stop making me stood up any more..

baby I need alcohol to relax..  I am not alcoholic or anything. its just way it is. I am too uptight for any spiritual writing.

 funny thing...

for attraction of things

Please make the John dressed in like rel Kid rock all sumer long promo video. long hair and beard and all.  real one could be one dressed in with  "corride  " and one more to be Gucci galore?I am sure there is magic..??

 I just werarLupi could have many , if he wants to.

I could wear PJ. I am kidding. I just be me.

so it should be casual  hopefully...

or somet

orders of today to my kitchen

Christianity coalitions need to be bald their head and becomes and start learning Buddhism.

Japan  is NOT Buddhism country.  all got misunderstood something critical about how message of Seth was delivered.
Thre is no such thing as "Israel"n physical terms.
 spirituality was  for both  physical  and spiritual.
  logic, psyche connected the both.
 tarot cards do not respresent spiritual life.
Nor all the channeled information and knowledge.
 vegetarianism do not make anyone "spiritual"
  experience  does teach and only ways to so called "enlightenment"
  Christianity stop believing making excuse of " Christ" means nothing.
 fate does not equate, Christianity
 fate is just a map
 personality is a compass for the map

symbolism is symbol based on tangible experience and reality
 when you started manipulate it, it losees total meaning.
if you manipulate perceptions and five sense, there is no good use of " symbolism.

life matters most, but
life without love
 life without the reality means end of humanity
  Jesus was human.
 made mistake created regret in the size of the world, his world.

there was chance, and everybody ruined it, ruined reality we are blessed most
  my anger and regret is to trust so called "spiritual" people who were affected and possessed by regrettable souls.s develop and evolve over every life granted.

  soul never degenerates, but there is good and bad as much as hot and cold of the  air.
  if you call it there is no temperature, it means nothing. everything exist n contrast. that was meaning of law of attractions.
 bible should never have been written in a way it existed so is other literature to manipulate quality of life, quality of reality.

human cannot becomes god or God.

it is  degree of things
 some area more spiritual
 soome are more physical
its  balance of the world
 fuck it talking to animal is work of shepard led by kid rock..
racticing
knowing p







 








 

fate or political conspiracy size of the world...

People who are Taurus, the Israel, my father,Jane R. my  former lover, kid rock;s decendant, his legal condervators are all in the zodiac sign  Taurus.
  Easy question to simplify issue here is
  Was Hitler savior? prophet or speaker or "someone spiritual" to help bringing  peace and spiritual resolution to the world..
 Hitler was also Taurus, sign of sensuality, materialism, and realistic approach to life and reality to  the world.slow and steady, (four of pentacles) is their motto.




Kid Rock( BTW,its not his legal name FYI) stealing tomoko's asset and work, making interest and after her losing everything give her the  mone yin exchange for sex and/ or partnership?
    look like she committed  act of  Jews not accepted by me. I don't have STD like him unless he infected me intentionally.
I feel bad knowing he himself was used for the plot in his entire life like mine.  but I am a woman who cannot compromise rape for making love or sex.(true making love do not really have to involve anything physical sometimes if you know what love is)

I want my entire blog asset confiscated and want it to be asset of my love,my family, Greg D. Atkins B. who  want to treat me as his queen. He  could make decision who to help, who not to.
Kid rock  should live like past Jesus who failed to bring a new beginning to Christianity. Jane and Robert butt helped his failure  repeating his mistake all over.  they should start making peace with Islam countries, Islam faith  which helped him  greatly in his past life.Its time for him to reciprocate their help and assistance by "working"
  Well, religious drama,craftedly accomplished creating make it look like  Hollywood play and movie. I hope everybody believe that United States  had good chance to be true Christian nation.  Hope to see that coming true in real some day.
  harmony, peace is product of effort of human, individuals.Its day to day effort.Never ending effort for maintainance.  Kid rock family, my family  working for christian coalition, catholic organization, US government, Japanese government for money ruining meaning of "family" cannot be accepted by me.
  Its not about spiritualy, but it is about life and humanity.
Japan is  not best country in the world.  no doubt about it.
However I was born and raised in the country.
I cannot sacrifice my belief, judgement of God, my faith in humanity just because others are failed.
I am giver and love to help people. If my lover want to be helpful to my recovery,his country's recovery, I will surely love to  help my love, his country, United States.
Anything for my love , is what I live for.
 I want independent living with my love.Even if  it means hospice care here in US.( Christianity as cance of my body?  it was my joke and kidding in 2009)
my heart failure must be my sign  and firm indication of physical death.
I was led to follow my heart by fate. not logic  , not by tarot cards or politics or religions.
quality of life exist in meaning of joy.  not prolonging the length of the life.
 (so called )God  created beginning and ending of life. it is blessing and part of divine love
 I am no exception for the receiver of the love. so is everybody.
after my physical death, I want my physical body to be cremated and hope  the ash to be spread over Pacific ocean to be fish food. wrong management and failure of this practice can  be lethal as peaceful  international society.

I cannot make decision over life of anybody.  world belong to my (so called)God.
 I cannot make decision  on life of Jane or Robert, B. or anybody else.
Thats one thing I am not allowed to do.
 I am only responsible for my own life, my happiness and joy, being physical human.

All I could do is provide choices and possible solutions based on my ability foreseeing,predicting  things.


Catholic need to be stay out of "spirituality" business.  they are fully responsible for economic and politics from here.
  Christian coalition, followers of Jane and Roberts, need to be responsible for cleaning up their actions and plans.
Even Seth being indicated "regret" working with the two.
Truth can set everybody free, but I am generous and not interested in spiritual chaotic situation.
I want Ester to take leadership disclosing "secret" behind the secret.
 Kid rock  should be in the hot seat, my friend John should be in the hot seat.
 Catholics, all the family and related officials should be there and this time,
 broadcast the workshop at no cost. means paid by all the Christianity  that uses name of Jesus.
I want to be in the audience, but not really sure. Do I wanna ask question?
  maybe maybe not.
I could answer whole a lot..than them
  Seth's material were real.
intentions of people who believed  misunderstood his intentions  weren't

magic words

In my course and years of English learning,Hello, thank you, I am  sorry were the magic words to create magic in the world.

Jane Robert, Robert B, I accepted all the message and works gratefully.

Life really were to be about joy and fun,I  feel sorry for the time you all spend life energy ipon in order to control something that is not controllable.as much as that, I appreciate all the effort that was spent for my education and learning.


II express my appreciation solely, it would probably sounds like fake and deceptive right now, at this point.
 My prayer is for well being for everybody that took role in this being part of my life.
  I am just a human who love friends and beauty of the world.
  Situations changes, decisions changes,
  words of bible never changes, ability to interpret and understand, changes time to time.  quality of life, joy of life  were our asset as humanity.

My prayer for peace and understanding go further.
 I appreciate the knowledge and aid and help both conscious and unconscious.  I hope and wish every thing everybody who offered, helped my life to accept my appreciation and my apology not fully understanding thing time to time.


If there is hope for our world,  hope all of us to work together in quality management and quality  control of humanity.

we all are blessed human.  goodness of humanity can not be controlled.  Human cannot be, or act like God.  conquest for God, decision against God well perceived.



I need medical examination to make my own life decision. My decision is good for humanity, and everybody that took role in my life,being part of my life.
  any delay for the treatment, unexpected harm and accident becomes personal responsibility.

thank you for believing me, have faith in me, at the d same time, I feel sorry for those who  misunderstood  my nature and my personality, my true identity of who I am.

I am not god,or (so called) God
I work for God.
I serve for God.

I  can sacrifice my life for good deed, good  for humanity,just because my life belong to so called God.  I cannot sacrifice my faith and my belief for something stupid or something I do not believe in.
Bad cannot be good no matter how it try.
 light cannot be called darkness no matter how it try
Its balance of things
 its degree of things
its depend on situation thing
its personal things.
its  about faith
its about ability to understand things

 Those who wasted my life, my time and energy to be hold fully responsible before and after death.

Hope everybody start doing  the job.

Pepper business and trick or treat

Dear people in  Michigan, we want all to tknow that we all in Humboldt decided to work for Pepper business rather trik or treat kid rock business.
  My body is not healthy enough for fleight or could not get enough confirmation of medical condition for what I am capable of.trip to Michigan, trip to Japan is not an option.  no matter what cards indicated, whoever practiced gamle on my life loses.
  hospital care is urgent,yet no one cannot trust each other being afraid of kidnapping and betrayal by friends and family.
  So here is plan all the people in Humboldt and others in this country to know.
  the catholic organization  and my friends are working to secure  safety of the hospital for removing the device locally.
 my health is not up to ideal for any surgical operation, but other friends and family who want to protect are ready for  the surgery.
  all the transportation provided for me MUST head to hospital, NOT airport or airplane. Or  immediately asked to call law enforcement or military officialsof  both Japan and US for confinement and confirmations..

no one should be stealing my body out of Humboldt country at this point until l I have immediate appropriate health care treatment.
 As soon as I settled in one room of the hospital, others should follow for treatment and surgery, but I am pretty mean pepper business girl taught well by my boyfriend/lover.  
kid rock and his family are last in priority, or  not allowed to enter the hospital or removal of the device.
   all the Christian coalition needed to be out of my vicinity.  their intent making me brain dead, vegetable hooked up on ventilator for the rest of my life is not accepted.traitors of this country gov  needed o be asked  all kind of  questions under homeland security Act maybe?
 Jane rogers, Robert butt, failed to understand something about divinity,and  about me.Jane Rogers is not in United States.
 even if Kid rock and his family?and  my friend succeeded making me brain dead like her, no financial compensation to him and his family is allowed.NO witness protection needed to be granted to anyone.  Its all fake and they are all alive.there is no fake l lives, so what does this mean? everything has to be real from here in helping  and  or killing.
What is priority?

Whose life is priority?





United States need to stands up for the conspiracy.  making it spiritual  fake winner, but total loser of worldly status as country,politically.Could have been a real spiritual winner and worldly life winner.


Here is chance and opportunity to get all back.

low life living? high life again

first of all, whether you believe the book of Seth speak or not,  Jane Roger never claimed, or the Seth never claimed herself as" speaker".
  what does this mean?  she has no right to make or lead any religious drama or plan or take initiative on anything.
  Law of attraction was real information Seth material were real information
as much as the phenomenon bird of feather do attract each other. Nothing was "secret" about it.

  Jesus was betrayer for the name and "glory" of  prophecy and spiritual plan people made him out  to be. He betrayed as much as he got betrayed.Its not my problem I never wanted to manage prophecy which I don't know about

If as the book implied,Christianity were to be most glorious religion were to be, why on earth,  there are so many problematic situation in the western  world?  its obvious that no one really understood message of the holy bible ot message of Christ. never get it right,never get it done, never come to fruition, that's why everybody want "end"?really is that  core of Christianity?obsession of "end"

People can live in happiness without Christianity
People can live in joy without Christianity
People know how to live without holy bible
People know what is good and what t is bad without reading holy bible
 knowing what is good deed, what is act  of sin


speaker is speaker.
  Person who is hooked up on machine is no human nor god or part of God
  human never cannot be got or act as God
sacrificing
I refused to get life support of ventilator, live support machine sacrificing   quality of life.
 the organizations, My family, Kid rock and his family ruined my health after I made recovery and rehabilitation I worked for about nine years after my initial surgeries.  my QOL pretty good ruined.

the Seth being is NOT GOD. never said he was.
  Abraham is NOT GOD.  they never said they were


I am not Jesus Christ either. He lived more than two thousand years everything we led to believe it was religious drama was "man made" written and played. nothing"spiritual" other than "financial"
Catholic organization, christian coalition, protestant, Jehovah witness, all played out misunderstanding what is  divinity, what God is, what Christianity is?
Or We  got it all and we all are here to cerebrate finally we understand that and how  God  works mysterious way.
We almost repeated same mistake of last Jesus Christ. and we have slight chance for "making change"

  I have no intention ruining dream, but I have my own dream to become wife to someone I love.
  Spirituality, United States had it all, ,had quality, what it takes,good possibility,but  almost ruined good chance of  becoming good christian nation in abundance.this country had such potential.  maybe too late, maybe not.
Its time to wake up?





Jesus Christ was speaker, Mohammed was  speaker, Buddha was speaker.  Emerson was kind of speaker,but not quite.  what does this mean to you all?


who do you think I am?

General Motors

I received messege from my boyfriend who is obviously NOT kid rock.
they want some investment and recovery corporate restructure instruction and guidance.
 In my view, there are three billion deficit which is well paid off by kid rock's family asset inSwiss bank.

My boy friend and I were bit complicated why the company is so hurry transporting my body to MI. when my hemorrhage in my brain has risk  flying or any physical stress or that kid rock keep at nocreating causing, breaking into my room to invade my rest,sleep and recovery every night is not acceptable. The  desperate crazy fuck  needed to be arrested immediately. there are security camera, but no one is enforcing  it for my safety and recovery.
black mail well received. I am not really for rewarding the behavior, but people who work for the company probably are hardworking loyal individual to GM.
 I want to invest one year operational  cost for GM under management help of my boyfriends, and his team. Some liquidation may be in store, some restructure as corporate structures are expected.  both MI and OH are in vision, but if there is no improvement in one year, I will have to ask my boyfriend to  withdraw from the management and operation., and if there is no improvement, its more likely to be   the  deficit belong to   United States government.

Addendum
I lately found out my best friends still work for the company aGM.  I hate to put him in trouble because of Kid rock or his family's manipulation.
I made decision today that  investment to GM without condition managing Kid rock's presence.
  Hard working people for the company's is at no fault.  This is my personal investment an hope to get some dividend in their successful restructure for sucess.  I hope my friend provide good advice and sufficient plan.One year probation with operational cost without going through Kid rock or his family.

  
If GM can make sure things, my investment  might be favored, successful in the end.  Please make cars American would want to buy and drive.
 I am not sure about others, but corvettes I saw in parking looks cool. Cadillac?
 never seen such thing...like cool car.. tho..
Can I have one as gift when I get recovered?
 My baby loves me and he is a  good business man.
let the twin brothers  work really hard.

Lupi want cadilac
 I want corvet compatible
 my baby want  huge pickup for my hoses and his hobby
my friend want Cadillac? just to replace their Mercedes.  many be we need several...


my baby's passenger seat is mine.. make it safer for him and me..



best part is we all could be ON STAR to be protected...
:)

Ferenheit911

It was nice movie.  Would you  like to make another one about christian coalition of this country?

I know you seems to got paid, but  after 911, what are you standing on?
  finally comes to realize Ilam was right?
j/k
 kid rock is a traitor
Greg,

I am flattered you planning to please me for the last time before surgery.
  but not sure. can we just go beachwith Alie and take me to bad river?
  after draiing blood from my head, nothing really is sure. I think for medical cost of things, how much Japan want to pay me and stuff, major surgery might be better in Japan.
 right now I have hemmoriage in nm ybrain. not cabale of any freight, yet kid rock pushing other to air transortation make it lok like "accidenal death" GM almost fall into the trap for recoveryinvestment game kid rock played with my money.

Kid rock should not be able to come tomy vicinity,  here US or to  Japan, nor John or anybody if the intend to fly in.
If you want to be be with, come stay with government, so they can stop landing to Japan with  clear boundary, or coming to my vicinity
I know your air plain might got marked all over your face, but  others got more and I know you got more, and it just don't cut it.
If I come through surgery safe and right, maybe we could date.  let me see what  my king could do for me..  at least you could make me smile?
Eh to be sure, No money, no penny to Kid rock and his family out of the blog asset got to be sure.
if you want to help them independently making business deal, like I told you before, I would stay out of your business deal/ negotiation.
I don't care if they go bankrupt. they have enough in Swiss bank collecting money from everyone, every religions and governments.  Just have no country to stay and live..?
 maybe..
I hope Hollywood make funny movie like Fahrenheit 911.  I am sure the Mike is working extra hard. Would you  help the guy if opportunity arrives??supporting America's "knowing right"??
 maybe?
price and cost taking chance, gambling on Kid Rock?
I am sure everybody wants to see

Me Japanese supporting this country is bad enough...

:)

Ask you shall receive?

 Everybody want end of the world

United States and other countries that believed the book of "Seth Speaks"
My ex husband used to believe and told me christian coalition is becoming huge problem in this country, United States. Its going to be a war,many lives may lost.
I personaly do not believe in Christianity. Lately, I learned that my family were order to have miserable life being paid to do so. by government, some religious group that wanted to control and manipulate my life. Christianity is one of them, Buddhism was one of them, Shintoism was one of them, Japan never had good roots of Christianity. There was nature belief that lead people believing blessing of the Sun that made country's flag and symbol as Sun.
I recognized that since first and second Word wars, they have been affected by Christianity disease the desire to rule the world. One thing to be clear is that, people of Japan do not really hold such belief 100 percent however, government at time always use this ideology to unite country for time of war and argument against foreign policy.
Whether my family was manipulate or not, I was fed whole a lot of unnecessary bullshit by food, by belief, by politics as it seems. I was and felt most healthy when I arrived United States leaving my family, my country behind.
Some of the issue I realized is thievery important world leaders were "treated" online for the AIDS Christianity disease. and no matter each want to make change and take action, no one cannot take or make firm decision. Kid rick and United States are allies in order to make my life dead and confine to use me as puppet for the world when my brain hemorrhage are getting bigger and lethal day by day. Kid rock is out being free trying to get recognition hiding my presence invading my opportunity to have immediate health care and treatment.
My former boyfriend hold list of people to have sex with me for money believing holy grail deal.
and Kid rock has same list from the catholic organization's investors and his follow artist who believed Kid rock's kill it for fake and save the Jesus tactic when he was just following his tarot cards and tarot card were intending to kill me for real. He is legally crazy. its not an issue when one is legally reliable. all he could get is mental hospital. prison care only when his insanity were to be proven.not sanity.
My current boy friend recently found out that Christianity coalition used his family and his asset and his business to utilize Seth Speak drama to be created.
all are hooked and treated mind reading device. It was going on since the Jane Roberts was dead on the records. Secret behind secret had another story as far as Abraham's work of Christianity goes. Everybody were betrayed and I am fearful about it.

Whether I am real or not, I need to suggest and direct solution here.
First priority is not marshal law. to star reinforcing preexisting law that existed before the the summer, 2010. rhe religious rules, gag orders should not prevent any rules and laws to be reinforced.
thaJuly 2010 to be restore point of our world and recovery and restoration effort needed to be taken immediately.
wrongful behavior, felony charges, stealing, manipulating crimes and charges need to be recognized and documented and "protected" in prison, until normality started taking place.
This is because, I am assuming that it is left out from Christianity disease and Prison has best health care in this country. guards could be protectors of the witnesses.
financial issues should be reinforced grace period in every sector for up to one year. no interest charges to be reinforced or accumulated in any financial institutions.
green cards issues and other financial issue needed to be documented. As far as my opinion goes. I still cannot make firm decision or have strong urges about my initiative to request United States to issue green cards to my friends and others.
Everything is in chaotic situation. I believe political asylum status is appropriate until political worldly issue were to be resolved. should be abide by international laws to be restored.
I do not support act of terrorist or destruction, but after all witnessed, they might be most sane group of people comparing group of Christianity that are so eager to hold on to unpractical, unrealistic,dreamy contract and money making schemes, fake spiritual recognition and other issues.
Its time to start taking responsibility of own action and decision.


if you want the end of world you all can have it
if you all want Apocalypse, you all can have it
wish es granted to all of the Christians.
Yes anger and everything does come from sky Nostradamus was fake, but I can make it real.
if you want it, we can HAVE IT!!!!!

 I know that Kid rock can push the Nuclear button n for us all.

  tarot card andhis  OCD is blessed disorder..
 He is crazy, no one has to feel tournamentabout it even himself...knows it

its fault of tarot card!!!

    

 God bless spirituality!!!

Aouncement of things

Esther Hicks  and I met each other lately and learned dominated something that we both are fucked by Christianity.Christian coalition? Japan's Shinto ism.
  everybody in this were brain surgery operated and has been used by them.
  as much as Esther and my horoscope are similar,  our life experience is different and I strongly asked her to retire.  Though she is christianity born lady,I am Buddhist country born woman who is gullible, and in my world there is no devil.  and everyday, Kid rock devil chasing me to make money out of me, make religious glory out of my life.  either fake death or real deal Kid rock pursue, One thing for sure is there is no such thing God taking form of human.  Jesus was total loser acting as god rather teacher, being human, playing God form to others hit compliance of being speaker in divine spiritual  world in my understanding. All we a are allowed to perform is guidance, and effort providing solution for salvation.
we all deserved to be protected by God, or the  divine existence that is consisted of divinity each hold and becomes whole after our death.
 There is no hell or death. its cycle of life  that never ending.there is only hell of living,and heavenly living. by choices each makes time to time, life to life, situation to situation.


I want United States government to clean up Christianity mess/ meth spread of the virus.
every individual need to be brought back to normal worldly life that was meant to be.

the religious activity is gamble and leisure activity  performed by rich people in old Europe and  all .
Never learn over the world.they just participated Lukes perspective vision Jesus set up to make it true.  doing it over and  nothing changes.
 stealing my idea, stealing thought, hacking my laptop  in order to make good decision?more you know, more yo get lost?maybe? maybe not.  killing intent of others  is obvious.
  but reality that is more options you get you lose whole site of thing.
 In educational setting,and testing,yes no  answer is easier to answer and easier to  get it right, multiple choice question  is easier to score than writing  ten page paper.
ignorant is ignorant.  professionalism exist for reason.
 I am a teacher and I want law makers to do the work real work restoring rules and laws for al the con artistic behaviors and tricks.
 some are real, but one thing get busted wrong, there is no meaning of keep going on. Seth  Speak, Seth material were right information while  Jane Robert was alive. after her death, everything became fake.  I don't want Esther to be used in same way  any more.
They  should sue people who stole their part of work making book of secret,too. I support and authorize that the couple and the publication get all the damage compensation.

There was time I used to make peace  calling situation" meant to be or fate.


but when there is remote controller to make life, employ, using other's  life for benefit of certain people, nothing is meant to be.  sure Hollywood movie is meant to be production.but its for fun.  not for real.
  .nomatter what kid rock insist this is meant to be?  Fuck i those  people who believe the Hollywood movie with special effect and the  story as real?those people  got to be Crazy not knowing .it is just merely entertainment creation.
 In this movie we all were  set up, there is no ending and loss and damage of life everywhere.
 I refused to take the fake role. I am not Kid rock. purchased glory or recognition  means nothing to me.

He is lunatic crazy. playing  anti social, OCD and playing  disabled person to get away from reliability issue, he  just has personality disorder( anti social, disorder double personality disorder, anxiety disorder, pedophile, nymphomaniac disorder,etc) and disability  he claim are  somehow true, but ,AIDS, Hepatitis,  Herpes are not disability.  he is capable of taking full responsibility  like anybody else.

Middle Eastern issue

Dear Middle Eastern countries,
I am confused about what the region want and desired.
there are spiritual issue, political issue, and financial issue.
Spiritually, I support dissolution of Israel. but it could result conflict between Siah and Sunni Muslim. having common enemy does create teamwork, that unite Islam countries and the firm structure of the region religiously.
  And then if we go ahead and took collective action,  money and financial power that was created because of oil, the financial power of the region of Middle east could affected by massive inflation of world economy. In addition to that, It seems the region's   food supply and live resource are deeply dependent on Eurasia continent.
I wanted the changes and transitions to be slow and safe for that reason.  wall of Berlin did not removed over a night because of proclamation of the one great leader.  It was effort of people who hold the dream for accomplishment. Cold war did not come to end peacefully over a night.
I know that kid rock and the religious organizations, some of the countries, investors in Europe want quick solution to claim their victory, success creating the religious activity,which I am not willing to risk well being of the region and my faith. Even if Middle East win the initiatives, politically spiritually, losing financial power, food resource for own people,risking losing  the life standard in general just do not cut it.  and it is far from "success" for the region in my standard.

Kid rock and people who supported the activity want the victory.I need you all to understand something.
Reality l live at this day, is because of the activity, my health I managed to up to normal after the major illness in 2001, was totally ruined and deteriorated. massive stress and manipulation of organization,Japan. and kid rock stopping me from all kind of my recovery(physically, financially) depriving things that could provide me appropriate immediate medical, care, health care, and worldly life care and  little stressed life.  Even if its not just surgery, my life's standard and quality is deeply deprived and ruined by them.
I will have to take care bleeding  in my brain first for my  life or death, disable or not disable mentally physically. Its all matter of the time.  Kid rock make money making sure I be vegetable because he is self claimed normal with anti social disorder in his  mind ..  I don't like him, hiding his illness and disorder in order to be little reliable in legal issue. He is a traitor.Last Jesus Christianity, they had  was traitor,too.


I think President Obama and Kid rock can manage Middle Eastern issue politically. if both desire.
I never been to the region.  I have no intention to make opinion about something I don't know.
Its issue of Christianity.  I believe that  both should know better and they can have my support.

My blog asset issue- direction and request to US government

Here is what I see


There are conflict in interest over my blog asset  about who get claim of my writing and my spiritual works.Its about who owns true spirituality, who get to claim accomplishment of my writing and blog writing  activity.
 Do people who planted chip in my brain get to claim the asset and financial benefit?
 Do people who remote control my life by playing like Nintendo get to claim the financial   benefit of my life activity?
 Do people who read and looked at get to claim the benefit of my life activity?

  When my human rights are violated internationally, there is no rights to everybody in worldly manner.
  There are people who enjoyed indulgence, gag order that were provided by the catholic organizations and old Europe countries that supported the primary action.

When my health and life were violated and ruined,  there is no financial compensations.
  One life is no heavier than the entire whole? Maybe maybe not

I am not Jesus or son or daughter of God.
 I am just human who is gullible and easily led to astray for benefit of others but loved  and cared by many soul and spirits dearly.


I would like to offer solution to United States.
one solution is to claim my writing as my worldly asset  and distribute it  according to my wishes and desire for the failure of worldly laws and rules to be practiced in this country.

another solution is  to let Kid rock do the confiscation of entire asset  and give him opportunity to hand it over to me personaly without any condition or stipulation, manipulation so he can call it end of my blog writing and its financial activity.


Third solution is to enforce preexisting laws and rules entirely ignoring the religious indulgence and start restoring worldly rules and laws that includes confiscations and legal prosecution.  If law makers were to be helpful profession in this country, I think it is safest bet for justification. I am  trouble to this  for sure,but  there is laws and rules for administrative rules and laws to manage  appropriately.

I am not interested in causing  creating chaos or problems to this country.
I am just stating that I refused to be fucked by people who has psychiatric disease such as  personality dis orders, Parkinson's disease, AIDS,  other STDs and possibly any other transmittable  disorder that make person ruthless desperate not caring any ethics or rules and laws. One thing for sure is that there is no cure or vaccine  for anti social personality disorder. Thats why Megans's law exist. What was purpose and primary reason for this laws and intention?

I just refused to get  raped or fucked in the name of "spirituality" or "religion" which teach you how to make money,, how to  steal money.


  My health is not up to prime yet, good health care is still out of reach.  secret testing? Cat SCAN?
 intentions were good, but failed to solve  primary core of the problem.
  PLEASE GET CATS AND RATS OUT OF MY LIFE VICINITY
 anyone breaking into my bedroom is not really pleasant whether being observed for safety or not.
  its sure, cats got out and came in my room. And started chasing rats for  temptation.

Mickey is MOUSE. not a RAT..
I left my laptop at the front desk at where I stay.  US government could come get it to hand it over to Kid rock?

low life living high life?

I am not sure who wrote that song.
  Thanksks for taking care my blog asset and my copy right issue.
  After all had happened, Kid rock's schizophrenia cannot have any brakes.
  I know I have problem beingfed all kind of images and stimulus that gives my brain euphoric brain chemicalsand narcotic like relaxation fed every day, but I am not originally  had the schizophrenic disase, but I have been infecting it every fucking day.
  Kid rock family might t be right. Kid rock really is the Jesus 's second coming.
  I am just Buddhist born innocent woman who know nothing about Christianity and  ignorant about how world works.
 I made decision today that I let Kid rock have my laptop to test faith of  so called Christianity.I think he is supported by the rest of the United States and he wants to file lawsuits for me to retrieve my asset which is half spent by my friends and another half kept by his family.
 I care my friends and family, but not really care about his family, himself, how organizations practice their faith, and support things in their way.
I cannot let myself that low. I am very stupid in that sense.
 If laws and rules were to be kept all the time, nothing could have been this huge issue.
 I do not  support things I do not like. and I like honesty and not deceptions.
 In this country, there are all kind of ways to help support my life and program, yet,everything messed up believing things  for right and for  wrong.
  Money is not everything to me. I hope  Kid rock get the money and should try to attempt returned it to me. my decision is firm. Even if he did, I will just give it to my lover and its family.
I do not care anonymous irresponsible behaviors.  professionalism do not count any more being given indulgence on most everything.
 I am firm about one issue. Kid rock raped me and fucked me with others.  and I am still traumatic about it. I will NEVER forgive him in this matter. I appreciate the intentions that let me know what kind of person  he is and what kind of family he has and what ind of country he was raised and led to believe.

My health is not in good conditions.  unable to have safe and stable life style I used to practicegood  habit for my health and blood pressure to be kept maintained and kept well for daily life.
 He insisted keep me awake without sleep threatening rapes and kidnap to Japan or Middle East is not appreciated.
   If immediate brain surgery were to be helpful to my life, my health. He should have been left this county,town, my life vicinity.  He is the reason I could not have time to recover from health damage caused in this  past three years.His family is the reason  he kept insisting being in this town, in this  county, and organization is plotting my misery every day is not favored.The finding my family being manipulated  since I was five is not comfortable discovery  to begin with.
What if the disease  was caused by them?

 What if I were to  live healthy life if they did not exist?
 What if I were to be happily living somewhere if Japan did not plant chip in my brain  making plot I get infect. so they can operate and plant  all kind of disease and infections by  plotting whole thing since I was five?

Kid rock had similar path but his mental illness could be real because of the family. My family is just obedient to the government and money..
 I know that for sure.


One thing for sure is that  lawsuits never going to solve this family disease and ill health of Kid rock and myself that are obviously caused by the families, the religion, the intentions of sacrifice for the stupidity.


I cannot support any of it, but if that make any Christians feel better and have sense of salvation on their own I would just say GO FOR IT
 I will never intend disable people to be tricked or taken advantage for anything. for money?   you got to be kidding.
  right thing is good thing
  you do not steal from disabled,blind, handicapped people even if there is chance to do it and  to get away with it.
you do not kill or do harm to anyone who is weak situation even if there is chance todo it and  get away killing or hurting.

taking chance, doing the life gamble is bad addiction I witnessed.

 Money cannot solve stupidity.  Nor that would lead to happiness or sense of accomplishment.


If this country want chaos. they can have it. Obama administration is fully chip equipped and Supreme court support it and every laws and rules stopped functioning.Its all out in the air.
 I hope to see the power of law makers.
  For that I will invest my laptop and my asset for the test.



Good luck to this country.
 I am not responsible for any damage or loss of life or physical damages.

  Just wished this country's gun safety was kept better for public safety.



be safe and hope to see all Americans stand up for their own country.
  love,

I am not Jesus or anything.
Just one stupid woman who is gullible about everything.


Only thing I learned about this country is meaning of LOVE and meaning of FUCK

English is as hard as  Greek to me. started becoming same

good luck to me and to you..



Tomoko














  

Middle East issues

I would authorize kid rock to be  managing  the middle East region and dissolution  of Israel. if the countries truely desired.  What he wants is  separating  two Islam sect to be fighting arguing each other for financial benefit, but they invested him and he is eager to tae role for it. kid napping, group raping
could be one day things but the war and argument could be long decades of thing.  the catholic want it, and the Japan wants it.
America has no business being part of it, but  politically, well invested in the region.  911,  Iran contra..
we all know which  directions we all are heading.
  Kid rock knows how to manage..
 I think he is best fit for managing  the regions.
  all the terrorist should stay away from taking blame in his part and actions.
  If its up to me, the Middle East could manage everything  on their own.
  I could offer,  support and assistance, but not really interested in involving Islam religious doctrines and dogmas both politically spiritually.
Japan has bad Christianity disease.  try to rules the world since the WWI, but  never  really independent on any political, financial issues.Not really helpful to the regions.  they are playing all the parties.
 I am not interested in destruction of the United States either. but there are people who want that,too and making money and making decisions for the world.Surely its not me.

everybody who had time in unconscious time and surgeries  for brain, thought manipulations needed to be  alerted.
  good possibility is you got the disease...AID   S
 we want termination and restoration of reality and peace. not the world  everybody  have the chip set in the brain for government to avoid confusion as   country, as world.
  Humboldt got it all..
  hope everybody  be alerted by family and politics..
 I was never born in this country.I recognize this country as true Christianity nation. Kid rock must be the one to deal with religious issues  by  choice of God.

things I want people in the United States to know

First of all, kid rock keep planning rape and drugging in order to perform robotomy is not accepted by me.
I want my future husband to have my asset for management and utilization, taking care my life.
  no mater what I hear, intentions of all the political parties, the religious organization are clear.
I asked my boyfriends to manage my copy right filing. I hope everybody agree that people read it, looked at it because I wrote it.  not because my friend sold my idea, writing,prose. etc.
 my  boy friend, and his business associates are the only people who are protecting my life, my health.
The Untied States government surely need help and assistance getting rats out of this country.
Christianity game, making sacrifice for Japan and  the rest of the  world are recognized   in this Humboldt county. we all know it would lead to destruction and unnecessary wars.
  traitors of own countries everywhere.
  Surely my country, Japan is one of them.
  believe it or not, my keeping copyright for the blog assets, asset that are resulted from my writings are best for this country, United States of America.
 My friends and former lovers,family, and their business associates are very helpful.
 Please stand up for own country.
  this US administration needs support of all the  US citizen and this is not time to be separated as country.

 I personaly apologize shameful actions Japanese government took for  all of my friends and family.
 I  am half kidding, but the Japanese government and the country deserve to be dropped Atomic bombs five  times more for their stupidity and that goes beyond the catholic religious organization.
war crime of WWI and II goes beyond.

 I am sorry about my decision to terminate the mind reading for the rest of  US, the best opportunity to KNOW everything. but for this country, it was best decision I ever made.
Hope and wish  for this country to strive after certain recovery process.

love and peace to ALL

God bless America..
 thanks for protecting me
 all the best wishes and appreciation go beyond..

medical truth

I was operated my brain in the year 2001. It is supposed to read my thought. the device is in frontal robe of the brain.It was meant to lose  battery maybe within a few years.  that's why everybody started panicking for surgery lately.
  I was operated by my boyfriends to plant another chip set in the back side of brain in the year 2011 that rules memory and  brain chemicals and hormone and body rhythm, time,  balance and everything that is critical for  healthy life.  they have been stimulating the part of brain artificially, so I will never get depressed or feel sick or weak.  So everything looks normal and healthy to keep going on.  but it is almost situations of drug overdose.. amount of brain chemical that is produced in mybrain are becominf lethal. It need to be stop manipulated,and need recovery to independent hormone production. and my body's recovery and brain health needed to be prioritize.  what I wan to eat, what I see, what I want to do is manipulated by the  controllers.  game player of the religious gamble.  sudden removal is lethal, but it could lose effect by going through MRI testing.
Japanese government is responsible for the first surgery and  my boyfriends, religious organization, Japanese government, local health care professionals are all responsible for drugging my brain and it needed to be stopped.
 kid rock want artificial drug over dose or stroke, illness that could be caused by sudden withdraw of the mind reading,the  manipulative device.
I need a safe and peaceful life away from the game player who seeks artificial glory.
I accepted the fact that he and his followers so eager to kill me and  they are doing everything they can to ruin my health and life.
 anyone who cannot put my health and happiness, need to be out of my life.
kid rock and the religious organization,  Islam,  top dogs. please  pack shit up  an leave my home town ALONE.    HUMBOLDT DO NOT WANT ANY OF YOU.

please go home.  Michigan is good place but not as good as Humboldt.
Just because kid rock have access to the mind reading device, it means he can be helpful.  setting me up for real accident, two time rapes and stalking are bad enough.
  No more rapes and drugging, kid napping attempt  are allowed.  I think Kid rock is set up to be loser by this country.  Be smart.  drop the hot potatoes they made you hold it

top dogs and the employee.  if wanted to be helpful to me and to my life. please take his ass  out of this county.  So things can start moving in better direction.  I am sure he told  and directed best way of transportation. he designed for me?  but could apply to him?  Michigan is waiting for him so badly want to ask all kind of questions.longer it wait, worse it gets.  I have no business in Michigan.
His murder intention, well received and understood.  but not accepted.
obsession, possessiveness is his worst enemy , enemy of Christianity.

stop feeding stimulus to my brain.  whether smoke or not to smoke, whether to  have stroke or not to have stroke is my choice. its true that kid rocks presence in my vicinity make me want to smoke cigarettes. and the others are so eager to help manipulating device for inducing  euphoria hormone and relaxed mind artificially. Never felt depressed since the year 2011

Originally,  smoking cigarette itself really is deadly for my medical condition..  Organization making sure kid rock being in my vicinity is laughable crazy killing Jesus  intent of their spirituality?.
 if that's best they could "help",please leave me alone.be really helpful removing him out of my sight and my life vicinity.
 Kid rock need to find a way back to an music artist.  not con artist.
  if not at the stage.  stay home make a god song.  you are about to start over from scratch.
  all the advice you gave out to others becomes handy for sure..

 I will Never forgive you for what you did to me. hope time will bring peace,healing and recovery.

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日本政府への解決策提案

カソリックキリスト教団体の宗教活動の終結、結末に向けて、キッドロック、私を含め、家族、様々な機関が、終結を模索している中で、日本がとった行動、人間の脳に手を加えて人の思考、人生を壊し、コントロールしようという意図の手術、施術を行ったということ、キリスト教の神格であるかもしれないイエスキリストの人格、霊性に傷をつけたこと、手を加えてしまったことの責任と被害はどんどんひどくなる一方であることを最近認識し始めました。シンボリズムの悪用、匿名性の悪用はいまだ解決する見通しが立たないということは、ハンボルトカウンティにおいて、私の生活をコントロール支配しようといういとで基盤を持ってしまった日本政府の責任、それによって　生じたこの郡、アメリカ政府への被害ダメージを考えると、即効的な解決策と包括的アクションが必用であるということ、クリスチャンにはキリストの存在が多く過ぎて、宗教団体の秘密裡政策を解除したり、元のマインドリーディングなしの生活に戻るのが難しくなってきているということ。
　キリスト教が自国の文化に根付かなかった日本として、自国、その他、他国ののクリスチャンのために、宗教団体の代理として、宗教活動の終わりと、マインドリーディングデバイスの使用の終わりと管理撤廃のリーダーシップを取ってもらいたいのです。
幸い、日本には神道に基づく独自の信仰文化があるのであるから、　わたしは個人的に、日本政府政主導の下、天皇家、天皇陛下ご夫妻に、さきに述べた、宗教的実質的
役割を儀式的、実用的に世界中のクリスチャンがこれから進んでいく方向、指針が明らかにわかるよう、世界に示していただきたいのです。日本国内、国外，天皇家の協力が　得られることを願っています。私が私であり、日本人であるということ、日本として、日本国民の象徴としての協力をお願いいたします。


after ALL these weeks, I realized the spread of the use of mind reading device within my friends and family.  And I realized that we need collective action to conclude this religious activity.
 Here is the truth:
Kid rock and his family and the religious organization is affected by deadly Christianity disease, called AID S and  wishing to spread among important people in my life.I want  Japanese royal family to take leadership containing the mind reading device and termination for the entire world.
  all the people who were operated brain　surgery needed to be treated for removal and Japanese government is responsible for the completion and termination of the use.
  Kid rock and I, and my friends and my boyfriend  were treated and planted chip set in their brain. The government is responsible for removal. longer it wait,  Kid rock and my physical health might be affected by Parkinson's disease that is caused  and affect balance of the brain hormones.
The organization is responsible for the health and recovery of the lives of the people.  Sooner it takes action, it can be resolved and recovered.
  Sexuality transmitted disease is another issue however,immune system is not predictable for each individuals.

all the health care  organizations needed to be alerted for spread of the AID S　virus, hepatitis,B,C, herpes STD, etc. whether there is medical evidence or not, the contamination, testing and treatment must be priority of every individuals.
  Partnership between Kid rock and myself is not accepted by me.
   Continuation and spread of the mind reading device use is not accepted by me.
 Non Christians must be responsible contamination of the deadly Christianity DISEASE, WHATEVER IT CALLED,it is based and caused by  spiritual ignorance and stupidity of own　choices and actions.
any　use of  illegal substance,drugs,rapes, kidnapping are  strictly NOT ALLOWED.
  be merciful and thoughtful yet forcible actions As soon as possible are desired and required.
Sintoism, Confucius are good.


take action to break the chains of bad behaviors which obviously America has little  ability to make forcible conscious  decision making power and ability over Christianity .Japanese government is deeply. responsible.
be firm about contamination and protections of free will, maintain quality of humanity needed to be recognized,and to be  restored.


be independent in decision making about termination.the religious organization,  old Europe..have a real faith.decision made by tarot cards are not good enough if one has no good decision making power, common sense, ability and responsibility of own actions.
I will deal with Middle Eastern issues and recovery of governmental issues of this country consciously if desired.
 Priority is safety and health of everybody that exist in this whole world.

go to hell Christianity!!

i am upset finding out more and more people are operated brain surgery out of consent for "spiritual" reason. I know kid rock did it to himself willingly by his choice.  He is very stupid affected by Christianity STD and other illness.  I do not even care personal l rights of American citizen or not, government and catholic organization, hospital teamed up started operating while they are asleep.

What does this mean to this country? to this Obama administration?

 My ex husband once said this country would face war within the country.  Is that what we all want?

localy, everybody started fucking each other manipulating drugging for rape and for surgery.Kid rock's leadership destroying preexisting Christianity well practiced.

His family do not care as long as they keep money from organization, my blog asset, his original asset that are all stored saved in Swiss bank as preparation for his exile to  Germany  with his hope to be his sweetheart who do not care about his STD other than money that are made from Christianity.

 john Gutkosky,and his hospital family, St Joseph, Kid rock family, Kid rock himself all needed to be in prison ASAP.

my life is ruined my spiritual work is ruined. 

My happiness is ruined.  my life of friends is ruined. hope for economic recovery of this country is ruined United States and go fuck back home. this is not safe place but it is safest place for me.
  Christianity disease is STD,  illness, disease, depression.

Only cure of stupidity is death itself. Hope all the Christian get what they  deserve.

 

  hope Islam country have some mercy for the disgraceful behaviors.

 I will not work or state anything  for failure.

 they are so eager to kill me.  setting me p for failure?

O wait. they are the " failure" useless son of bitches.

wasting my life, wasting my time and money

  

Piss me off.

 

well.actualy, it was Jeew against People who believed Jesus before technology . Hallelujah