October 31

funny thing. I had a Halloween party back in1996 with many other international students. I met many friends and they were from Russia,Saudi Arabia,Columbia, Mexico,Switzerland,South Korea, Cambodia,Brazil,Latvia, etc etc. and my costume was Nan.
and somehow, we all became what we chose to be unconsciously?
unconscious is something amazing.

Who said time for change ?

Following was part of my post I wrote few months ago


In the Month of January2011, existence of M's and their followers came to me and asked for my Buddhism assistance,asked for chance to fix their mistakes on their own. They are very sorry and upset for the trouble I was facing at that time. I did not see the news or TV,so I do not know what it was about,but probably it was the problems in the Middle East. They were upset about their followers, “gold DOG” believers (this is probably analogy of gold calf,maybe) and wanted to solve the problems for me and I think they did, but I am not sure what they did. As hey saved my life, I also helped them with my best knowledge and we worked together best we could although I have limited knowledge about Buddhism at religious level,yet gave them best shot about what I knew.

I felt that they just wanted to save people leaving right kind of teaching, and the effort of perfection seems sort of backfired. What matter is practice the teaching by “living” the idea,with joy, without creating new misunderstandings. They all are travelers with experiences with such curiosity and endless interest in life, something new.

The fact is I still care less about all the religions that exist,but I am more incline to start learning about Buddhism or native American culture now. The reason we celebrate Thanks giving in America is one of our accomplishment as human beings. Major reason of the accomplishment is because of the native Indian's generosity,spirituality, yet the sacrificed blood throughout this continents.  (personality I know that they got so much asset and financial power in the world, think old christian catholic should invest all the profit  they benefited from these countries in North and South America to make up Jesus's suffering because it is all done in his name.,But if it is not voluntarily,its very hard to say or expect good outcome.And from here,it should stand up on its own based on real legacy of his idea, and keep going with contributions of true  believers that exist right now.  (If you need me, let me know,sure you know how to find me,maybe?)

Here is my revolutionary idea I had today after witnessing all the chaos and argument regarding religions. Maybe I finally got their message right. Something told me there is somethings I should not save,and I never understood before. But if those creators of religious books, Mose, Mohammad ( I found out that he did not “write” or read any books himself),and other famous beings and I gave up all the teaching that exist at this point on this world,all at once,maybe this world might become more peaceful?

I still believe that nature of people are good and it is pure love positive source energy as Abraham explains.

In physical reality, there supposed to be no hell to see. But it probably simply imply that there is hell of living because of the law of attraction. Whatever you did negatives becomes burden when one loses physical body,even closer to non physical becoming pure love existence. And as it get closer to pure love, you will see more shadows of your own, as if you get closer to the light,it creates the shadow in own existence. And sometimes it was described as hell,but there is no such thing as long as one does not focus in the past.

Tricky part is more you receive the light and love, your soul probably hurts for own bad behavior till it learns and practices unconditional love to the others,becoming light itself. Probably that is why flowers and plants,trees are so beautiful,so shiny, and so pure. They just give without asking much and they receive water and love as much as they have faith in its being.

I love flowers,trees and plants. They never complain about Sunshine or water.

I love America and love freedom. Based on that,by the idea, everybody has right to believe what you want to. So I do not deny or encourage,or praise any decision each makes about this religious issue. What I love probably not going to change,and I am believer of freedom and love which takes enormous trust and faith in life and such courage to practice.

 personally, I had enough of something and would like to focus something good for  own soul which is to seek my own happiness along with making people around me happier,enjoy life together. and I believe that is called act of “no religion,but hold faith in love,trust and appreciation for all of life in every way possible,and respect all the superior existence and guidance which maybe described as ALL THAT IS,or god, gods,God with my best understanding”

if anyone asked me is this Christianity?, I would say part of it,it is

is this could be part of any other religion's idea? I would say if it works to be happy,it is

if anyone asked what this mean with Jesus, I would say, He is generous enough, he would not care or mind what it called.   he is not responsible to any, I am not going to be responsible to the idea either, and that is our disclaimer..

everything is at level of  individual. 

It is time for self healing. Jesus was innocent of all had blamed for. Each of us could claim own goodness by start making effort doing a little good thing on its own and start taking more responsibility of own life. more you give, more you would receive.

If you are Christian, believing what he had taught you, good thing about life,and if you understand it, there should not be anything to worry.
Islam could do the same. If it really was about peace and love,and practicing it, there is nothing to fear or worry. Well,at some level,  itis obvious that it doesn't represent what once said and taught originally any more?time for change? maybe?

Peace means people are happy in harmony and being able to talk things out without fear without losing love for life. where people express own opinion to others without fear,without control,without losing its life. If this is not the situation,its time to start new life style, time for changes.time for getting,becoming REAL,time for learning and time to enjoy life.

If this is just too hard or sounds just not realistic to hear,

I hope no one blame me. I am just a messenger though I would like to help best way possible,best I can.  If you need me, just let me know.  hope you know where to find me.

To the moon and back

She's taking time making up the reasons
 To justify all the hurt inside Guess she knows from the smiles and the look in their eyes
 Everyone's got a theory about the bitter one They're saying, "
Mama never loved her much" And, "Daddy never keeps in touch That's why she shies away from human affection"
 But somewhere in a private place She packs her bags for outer space And now she's waiting for the right kind of pilot to come
 And she'll say to him She's saying
 Chorus I would fly to the moon and back if you be...
 If you be my baby I've got a ticket for a world where we, we belong
 So would you be my baby? She can't remember a time when she felt needed
 If love was red then she was color blind
 All her friends, well they've been trialed for treason And crimes that were never defined She's saying, "Love is like a barren place, And reaching out for human faith It's like a journey I just don't have a map for"
 So baby's gonna take a dive and Push the shift to overdrive
 Send a signal that she's hanging All her hopes on the stars
 What a pleasant dream She's saying
 Chorus I would fly to the moon and back if you be...
 If you be my baby I've got a ticket for a world where we,we belong
 So would you be my baby? Hold on, hold on ...
 Mama never loved her much And,
Daddy never keeps in touch That's why she shies away from human affection
 But somewhere in a private place She packs her bags for outer space
 And now she's waiting for the right kind of pilot to come And she'll say to him
 She's saying Chorus(2x)
 I would fly to the moon and back if you be...
 If you be my baby
 I've got a ticket for a world where we,we belong So would you be my baby?
 I would fly to the moon and back if you be...
 If you be my baby I've got a ticket for a world where we,we belong

Drops of Jupiter

Now that she's back in the atmosphere
With drops of Jupiter in her hair, hey
She acts like summer and walks like rain
Reminds me that there's a time to change, hey
Since the return from her stay on the moon
She listens like spring and she talks like June, hey, hey

But tell me, did you sail across the sun?
Did you make it to the Milky Way
To see the lights all faded
And that heaven is overrated?

Tell me, did you fall for a shooting star?
One without a permanent scar
And then you missed me
While you were looking for yourself out there?

Now that she's back from that soul vacation
Tracing her way through the constellation, hey
She checks out Mozart while she does Tae-Bo
Reminds me that there's room to grow, hey

Now that she's back in the atmosphere
I'm afraid that she might think of me as
Plain ol' Jane told a story about a man
Who was too afraid to fly so he never did land

But tell me, did the wind sweep you off your feet?
Did you finally get the chance
To dance along the light of day

And head back to the Milky Way?

And tell me, did Venus blow your mind?
Was it everything you wanted to find?
And then you missed me
While you were looking for yourself out there

Can you imagine no love, pride, deep-fried chicken
Your best friend always sticking up for you
Even when I know you're wrong?

Can you imagine no first dance, freeze-dried romance
Five-hour phone conversation
The best soy latte that you ever had, and me?

But tell me, did the wind sweep you off your feet?
Did you finally get the chance
To dance along the light of day
And head back toward the Milky Way?

But tell me, did you sail across the sun?
Did you make it to the Milky Way
To see the lights all faded
And that heaven is overrated?

And tell me, did you fall for a shooting star?
One without a permanent scar
And then you missed me
While you were looking for yourself?

And did you finally get the chance
To dance along the light of day?
And did you fall for a shooting star?
Fall for a shooting star?
And now you're lonely looking for yourself out there